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I have been told a few times that the world would be better off with people like me , what i mean by that is heavy ladies that suffer from deep depression and have noone really to talk to about things so after trying to do what have been told over and over again i can tell you its not fun having your stomach pumped and hearing the ones that do give a damn saying what was you thinking .. I wasn't thinking at all i just wanted the hurt to go away and the loneliness to disappear ironically none of that happen everything is still the same except that i know that trying to take your life isn't never the answer ..If you ever feel that low in life remember there is someone out there that is having a rougher time then you take it from someone who has done the wrong thing but is still here today to be able to speak .


I know now its best to speak about things and dont hold it in and let it build up there is always someone somewhere willing and able to listen to you.



I am NOT looking for pity or even sympathy just writing or typing thoughts out are good for everyone .